Random Thoughts

***WARNING::::: THIS IS A HUGE RANT!!**

Okay.. so this week I have had a lot on my mind. I think I am having a midlife crisis at the age of 22 because I've been thinking of where I am in my life, all my friends, family, coworkers, boyfriend and 'enemies' ( I use this term loosely.. maybe I should say people I don't like or get along with as well as others).

After saying all of that, have you ever been in a situation where you just want to tell someone that you know a WHOLE bunch of dirt on them so they better be nice to you? I feel like I am at that point right now. Not because I am a mean person but if this person has continually treated me like S*$@t, then all of the dirt I have on them is on the tip of my tongue about to roll off and into just the right persons ears. Most of the time just the threat is enough to scare that person into leaving you alone but in this case, I really don't think they would care. MAYBE it would do them good. It could possibly be a life changing event.

Then on the other hand, I DO NOT WANT TO BE INVOLVED IN that persons drama. I have enough of my own problems to start up even more. and if I didn't say anything then they can just live in their own misery knowing that what they are doing is absolutely wrong.

There are some people that I don't think will ever change their ways and I just wonder what it is going to take to get them to realize what they are doing wrong. I'm a pretty caring person and typically want to help people in any way that I can but I think in this case, I have given enough. It is not my problem anymore.

All I can do is continue focusing on MY life, MY future, MY education, MY job, My future career and My goals. So what are my final thoughts on this?

REVENGE. IS. SWEET. while karma sucks. So you better be nice to me ;)